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Monday, July 23rd, 2007
10:50 pm	well tonight has been a shitty night, i went up to this bible school thing they're having up at my old church and i figured hey why not ya know? well i almost beat the shit outta some guy up there, didnt happen for two reasons, 1 he was 15 and 2 i was at a church ( i was mostly concerned bout the second one) wanna know why? well yesterday my grandad let me drive his old '79 F100 Custom truck that he has fully restored. Wel tonight the Ben, the guy, told me that i should try to get it from him and i told him i may consider buying it eventually, then he said something i couldnt believe he told me that i should go to my grandad and tell him he needs to hurry up and die so i can get the truck from him, hell no it was on. Because my grandads dad dies bout 3 months ago and the last thing i need to think bout is more family death, well didnt stay after that, for three reasons, 1.)i wasnt gonna be all pissed off at a church, 2.)i was really afraid i was gonna beat the shit outta some litlle 15 year old kid, and 3.)because i am an american im 18 and i pay my taxes so i can do what i feel like. Now maybe it was childish but that hit me and just ruined the night because i went there to have fun and to have to hear somethin like that? i dont fuckin think so! (Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 17th, 2007
6:52 pm	Uh lets see whats new??? Umm im outta that rut i was in about goin back to how i used to be, i used to be okay with bein all pissed and quick to anger and all that other type of B.S., but i just cant do it anymore it takes to much energy to be pissed all the time specially if im not really pissed off anyways. lol. um things are lookin up a bit. Ever since i stopped trying to get with girls, ive been more successful at getting with them, except for the whole brittany thing that was a bit of a speedbump but i got over it. But anyways, my friend Chris from work, im talking to his little sister Kacey now and thats workin really good, we have a blast anytime we're together actin crazy at the mall, resturaunts w/e. if we're somewhere we're havin a good time. But im doin somethin different this time, im not gonna bring up that i like her for a bit that way theres no reason for me to get nervous or anything, plus she knows i do and i know she does me so whats the point of saying it?? lol. anyways thats about it so yeah peace peoples. (Comment on this)
Saturday, July 7th, 2007
8:31 pm	Well i pretty much figured out myself that the person that i was interested in and was talking to for a while, who now has a boyfriend, was apparently talking to him at the same time that the two of us were talking. Im such an idiot because there were always these excuses whenever i tried to get together to do something with her, then i hear all this stuff they do together and im like well there ya go man it was just me. And im upset about it and pissed off about it, but at the same time im glad she did it in a way, because she reminded me why i dont open up to people. And i actually scare myself because im back in that mindset now that i dont care what happens to me. Im impatient i lash out at people, and i honestly dont care what my future holds for me. Because that job that i pretty much had in the bag, the one with the incredible raise, i told the manager today that i was no longer interested because i just dont care. And i know thats not a good thing and its not the way to be but its the best way that i know to take care of myself, because if i let no one in then theres no risk. And i know this is pathetic but im sick of being hurt, and putting on some bullshit happy face portraying that im happy when inside im screaming for someone to understand, all these things i keep bottled up inside me. Well i can feel myself changing back to how i was, easily annoyed, quick to anger, and just not caring. Until i find some reason to be happy, and i know myself, im not going to be. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 4th, 2007
12:08 am	Well some pretty cool stuff has been happening lately. I'm looking at a promotion at work to becoming the lead over electronics, i'll take a $2.00 increase in pay so that'll be good, be making $11.80 an hour at least so i'll be able to move out, get my own bachelor pad, no roomates nothing like that, just a place for me. I'm on post for 5 days so the Assistant managers can watch me and then the Store manager will get all they're opinions and make the overall decision. On another subject, i've kinda become happier since i've given up on the girl stuff, cause it seemed to be going so bad recently that i finally just said enough and i'm giving it a rest for a while. I have to say that without that on my mind life's been a lot more enjoyable. I dont know how long i'm gonna go without wanting something with anyone but i guess i'll know when the time comes. Ugh. I don't know what's up with me. I'm still not happy. (Comment on this)
Saturday, June 23rd, 2007
10:20 am	Me=dumbass Well once again me=dumbass again. No surprise huh? Well i had a friend over last night and me and her were just supposed to be hanging out ya know, just friends, we were close at one time i think but not anymore. Anyways, i was fine in planning her to come over and fine when i called her and fine when i picked her up. But once i got her over here i for some reason started getting nervous and not being myself, which really made things weird and awkward. I started putting moves on her and shit. Idk whats up with me man, i understand we have to be friends but i have all these left over feelings bottled up and i dont know how to get rid of em. Maybe im being selfish in still wanting to be her friend, maybe its just not gonna work. Because its hard to go from how much i did/still do care about her to being just friends. Maybe it just isnt going to work. Idk, im in afunk right now because when i broke up with my ex i figured id be alone for like a month tops and its been 5 months, with like a few dates but other than that. Hmmm....i guess i just feel lost because i dont have someone with me and no one to care about, which is pathetic because i should be able to take care of myself better than that. I think thats why i work so much overtime all the time because work helps me keep my mind off it, cause if you do nothing but work you've got no time for anything else. I just miss having someone to care about i guess. But i have an opportunity to make take a job making about $4 more than im making now and if i get that then i will be able to move out, and i think ill move out get myself a one bedroom apartment and just take care of myself for a while and not worry bout anything else. All i know is that i have a lot of thinking to do. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 5th, 2007
8:47 pm	Ever feel like your not good enough for some things, or maybe even everything?? I mean dont get me wrong i have every confidence in myself, i just pay attention to what people think of me and even if i know its not true and their wrong i still come out feeling like shit sometimes. I mean its hard to feel like you dont live up to what u should or that your not good enough for something, or someone. I mean i work at Sears, and granted its a good job but sometimes, even though i know damn well its not true, cause belive it or not i dont really care either way, u have turned the upstairs at sears around, i mean it looked like shit when i first got there. But everything is pretty much in order now, and how did it get that way? Me working like 20-30 hours overtime each week for the past like month to get it that way, and people still have the feeling to where they need to act like i dont do anything. And it is a pride thing i admit that whenever someone says that even if its true or not i feel the need to kill myself and up my working level even more just because i feel like i need to prove something. And i have people telling me that the position that i have wasnt earned that Jeremy just gave it to me. And you wanna know why? I worked with Jeremy as a department manager before and he knows i can do the work exceptionally well, and the way i see it i was department manager at walmart, why cant i be one at sears without people talking so much?? And then theres someone at sears that I've met, and shes everything that i personally want in a girl, i mean shes beautiful, intelligent, has a good personality, and straight up one of the coolest girls ive ever met. But i also sometimes feel that im having to pay for her ex boyfriends' mistakes. Apparently her ex's have treated her badly and now she sees no point in dating at all at least right now. And she says shes not but i think that she is concerned about letting herself become vulnerable and open up because shes been hurt in the past. But how can i prove to her im not going to hurt her , or leave her for another girl, or whatever unless im given a chance?? But then of course there is the chance that it may just be me......i mean i can understand that too i mean im not exactly a dream guy, nowhere close actually. Thats probably it now that i think about it. But shes the first one that ive been like this interested in since my last GF which ended about 4 months ago, so i really dont want to quit just yet. Maybe im just being impatient, which i dont think i am im willing to give her all the time she needs cause shes worth it. But i also know that the more you push someone the harder they will pull away until they finally detach themselves from you. Relationships are hard work and are never solved the way we think they should be, however the heart is always saddened when it is not loved by others. Now dont worry people im not gonna go all emo or nuthin from all this i just think about this kinda stuff sometimes. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 15th, 2007
8:32 pm	Heated again damn it!!!!! Damn it man i just got heated again. I got a text from angel just now telling me that we needed to talk. Now fyi i have been talking to angel lately to see whats going on there cause i missed her kinda but i was making sure that i really did so i didnt hurt her again. But anyways i call her up and apparently people at walmart btw i dont work there anymore i work at sears at VV as you should all know by now. Anyways the people at walmart have been telling her that i'm just looking for a fill in girl till i find something better. All this was said behind my back by people that i know i havent talked to any of this about so its just a bunch of people who feel the need to gossip and make themselves feel big bacause they have no fucking life. and its older ladies too!!! what the fuck are old ladies doing in my business?????? but it figures they did that cause they sure as fuck arent going to say anything to my face. God you got something to say??? SAY IT TO MY FUCKING FACE OR AT LEAST TO ME, DONT LET ME HEAR IT FROM SOMEONE ELSE!!!!!!! And ya know what i'm thinking fuck all this cause i have heard since we broke up from people that i was violent and abusive to angel and shit like that. But did i ask her about it or confront her?? NO. I believed that they were full of shit and just wanted to start drama. I took a leap of faith that they were full of shit, she didnt. Im really close to saying fuck this. Im also having problems with Erin again as usual. I miss her and still want to care for her but i cant keep caring if theres seemingly nothnig there right?? Now i barely get call backs and idk. I just miss her and idk. I mean i know that she has commitment issues apparently and i should just stop but i cant help how i feel. Im trying to just be her friend but for some reason its so difficult. Why???? I wish i could just say how i feel but i cant it will probably make things worse Man drama just seems to pop out of NOWHERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Current Mood: blah (Comment on this)
Monday, May 7th, 2007
1:55 pm	Thursday night well lets see...while everyone else has been having fun at prom and other such things, i've actually been working my ass off at two jobs, one in 2 days thank god justy Sears after that. But hey i have some good news, i've actually been talking with this new girl at work, her names Brittany. Shes bout 5'5'' long brown hair, built like awsome, and just a real sweet girl. I've known her for like two days, and hey hey i've got a date with her on Thursday. Yessssssss..... finaly back on track. I think we're gonna go eat and see a movie, probably Spiderman 3. Man i must say that movie is freakin awsome. I actually went to go see it friday at Midnight, the frist official showing of it at the Valley View Grande, and it was incredible. Now a lot of work could've still been done with it but im sure y'all will understand when you see it. It should be a lot of fun cause we talk all the time at work and have a few laughs you know all that stuff so it should be good. Oh and there are more movies i am going to go see the midnight showing of such as Fantastic 4: Ride of the Silver Surfer, June 15, and Pirates of the Carribean 3, May 25 so yeah. Cant wait till Thursday but i gotta play it mellow, ya know cool. (Comment on this)
Thursday, April 19th, 2007
7:23 pm	hmmm well just read sumthing interesting, apparently i'm full of bullshit about how i still care for summer, not that i wanted anything to come of it, but i thought we could talk about it and put it behind us but apparently im full of shit so yeah....once again experience proves it's smarter to not give a fuck. and usually this is where i would say that i dont care anyways but im not gonna keep lying to myself, saying i dont, i have to accept it and deal, cause thats the only way i guess i'll be able to move on. this proves my theory that its better to talk to pure strangers who have no opinion of you yet. and everyone whose all like what a loser and shit cause im sure they are then fuck you too. (Comment on this)
Thursday, April 12th, 2007
6:28 pm	SALIVA LYRICS "Starting Over" Someday soon, I'm gonna pull myself together, Win or lose, I'm starting over again.. Start this day, Like any other day, Fold my hands, As I begin to pray, Sometimes we, Gotta throw the past aside, Come what may, I'm gonna open up my eyes, To all my broken feelings, Its the only road I've known, I just wanna say to you.. Maybe I wont feel the pain, When you leave me one day, Maybe it wont be too late, When you need me someday, Someone take me away from the one who betrays, Things wont ever be the same, I'm starting over.. In days gone by, I was hiding from myself, In all those lies, and the truth was hard to tell, But I will try, to turn my life around, I'll close my eyes so I can finally see.. The road to all my broken feelings, It's the only one I've known, I just wanna say to you.. Maybe I wont feel the pain, When you leave me one day, Maybe it wont be too late, When you need me someday, Someone take me away from the one who betrays, Things wont ever be the same.. You were my heart, You were my soul, You were my breath, Til I grow old, You were my blood, You were my bones, How could you ever leave me alone, Maybe I wont feel the pain, When you leave me one day, Maybe it wont be too late, When you need me someday, Someone take me away from the one who betrays, Things wont ever be the same.. I just wanna say to you.. Maybe I wont feel the pain, When you leave me one day, Maybe it wont be too late, When you need me someday, Someone take me away from the one who betrays, Things wont ever be the same.. Sometimes we, Gotta throw the past aside........but can I?? My past is what drives me to do certain things today, and to also not do certain things. Will I....or can I ever overcome it?? IDK. I talk to Dustin about this sometimes, and he reminds me that sometimes that just ignoring it can be bad, i need to put it behind and move on to overcome it. He tells me not to forget my friends nor that professional help may be the answer. But you see thats exactly what i hope to avoid. See i have a problem....i hate asking for help. Idk why I think it may be a pride issue. See whenever i have to ask i feel weak and i feel disappointed in myself that i cant handle it on my own. Kinda like at work i know that physically i cant do certain things alone, hell no one can, but for some reason i push and force myself through it just so i wont have to ask for help. I'd rather hurt myself than ask for help. Also like when i get upset, i block everyone and everything else out and just let the anger get worse and worse. Instead of talking about it i bottle it up say I'm fine and go on lettin it continue to worsen. But why?? Why when i yearn so hard to be happy, why to i purposely make things worse?? Is it because if everyone hates you and wants to stay away from you that it makes it easier?? You dont have to rely on anyone but yourself?? IDK!!! And i hate not knowing, and i know that if i dont fix it im gonna go back to the way i was and all the work to overcome my anger will be for nothing. But perhaps that'd be easier?? Then when i get upset i bring up stuff that has no real relevance like teh stuff with leah and audrey. wtf?? that was so irrelevant to the situation. Current Mood: tired (Comment on this)
Friday, April 6th, 2007
9:42 pm	well im not going to texas anymore, for two reasons actually, one, she just told me a few days ago when i asked her out that she's not only 4 months pregnant, but shes also still technically with her (i thought) ex boyfriend. so yeah............thats what i get for caring again. in other news tax time is here of course thats always fun. and i filed em and i'll be gettin about $380 back from federal , then i went to file my ones for the state. and realized sumthing.....i forgot to get a damn state tax form, so now i have to find one with 11 days left. and plus everywhere i went today to get one didnt have one nor could they tell me where i could find one. um lets see......me and audrey are talking again so all thats fixed so im happy about that um im going to see miriam my ex before last. we've been talking lately, not get back together talk or nuthin, but ya know just talking and i realized i miss her lots so im going to see her next saturday, was supposed to be tonight but she had family stuff, understandable since its easter weekend um i transfered to lawn and garden at work, im gonna have sexy tan by the end of the summer, hey already tanned up a lot in my first week out there. i get to be forklift trained tommorow, should be much fun. lets see. mom is dating some guy now, but hey hes a nice guy at least plus hes got a cool like 79 Camaro thats been garaged for the past like what.....forever so its in perfect condition has like 10,000 miles on it and hes lettin me drive it sometimes, its fast as hell and fun as shit to drive, but hey i like the car not nessacerily him, but hey of course im gonna be like that to my moms new BF i mean am i right?? and finally im gettin a tatto pretty soon probably when i get my tax money back so yeah im looking all over the internet for cool designs. so yeah thats oretty much it for me for right now so i guess ill be seein ya (Comment on this)
Saturday, March 31st, 2007
9:14 pm	yo all. just thought i'd let everyone know i got a new phone yesterday w/ a new number. Its a RAZR, awsome ive been waiting for so long to get one, it has V-cast to download music and you can download whole episodes of TV shows from comedy central FX, etc. i forsee much family guy being dowloaded. but the number is 540 589 8273. Holla (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 28th, 2007
11:35 am	Isn't it amazing how quickly you can lose your friends?? And is it wrong not to give a shit?? I mean true that we all have things we have to do, we're all busy, but no matter how busy i am i always have time to talk even for a few minutes. I mean like i was okay when i lost certain friends, and i was even not that bad when i lost summer as a friends. But i never would have lost Audrey or Leah, i mean come on. I mean Leah i can kinda understand cause we were never exactly close anyways, but i was always happy i knew her, and audrey, i mean i cant even describe how much it meant to me to know and be around her. I meani couldnt even get Leah to say she would give me a call from wherever whenever cause she was so busy. But she has time to call Dustin and all her other friends?? Man get the fuck out my face with that bullshit. And me and Audrey never speak anymore either, and she knows it cause the other day she was like I never talk to you anymore. After all the time we'd spent i thought bein friends and stuff to now i cant even get a word said?? Get the fuck out my face with that bullshit too. Why am i so concerned bout this?? Mainly cause i got to thinkin bout the newest friends ive made. And they never ignore me when i call or message or none of that stuff. So i mean if nobody wants to talk then whats the point in tryin right?? Thats probably the main reason ive decided i dont even want them as friends anymore. Fuck em, cause it shouldnt be that difficult ya know?? I mean Alicia, btw im so excited bout goin w/ her to TEXAS!!!!, but she doesnt treat me like that,and eric, he dont do that shit, its fuckin stupid. And i wasnt even gonna say nothin i just thought bout it for a while last night and was like ya know what fuck it. Oh yeah and if anybodys got a problem with this the hell with you too. Current Mood: not mad, just annoyed, fuck it (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, March 24th, 2007
5:14 pm	Guess what peoples?? i get to go to vacation at the end of april, and i get to go to friggin TEXAS, hells yeah. Me and my friend Alicia are gonna go, she has to go and get her decal and get her car inspected since shes from texas shes gonna go get it done there plus I'll meet her dad and all that stuff, but we'll be leavin at the end of april take bout 2-3 days to drive it then stay for bout a week then come back, its gonna freakin rule man. Ive already thought of a few things that will keep us amused on our way down there, so yeah. Im savin money cause ill go halfsies on gas of course then w/e money u will feel the need to take for extracurricular activities while we're there. Its gonna so rule man. Current Mood: excited (Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 20th, 2007
8:04 pm	Question dude i got into words with a friends of mine earlier today, and she told me how one of her friends, Luke, was pissed at one of her ex boyfriends Jamie because he apparently Jamie raped Lukes little sister and also got her pregnant. And i was like well if that happened to me the guy would be dead. And she said he couldnt do anything about it cause he's in the marines and if he does he'll be dishonorably discharged. I told her that i wouldnt care that guy would still be dead, or at least in the hospital. And she was like well i guess hes just got more control than you do, i was like um no, it would be the fact that my family would come before anything that had to do with the military. I told her i have a sister, anybody rapes her, hes a dead man i dont care who it is, they will be having the shit beat out of them and they would be in the hospital, cause i wouldnt kill anyone, unless extreme circumstances where my life depended on it. but i was like it seems a little bad that his own sister gets raped and hes not gonna do anything about it. I mean am i wrong on this opinion or what???? (Comment on this)
Monday, March 12th, 2007
7:39 pm	OKAY ATTENTION PEOPLE THE FOLLOWING HAS STUFF THAT IS PRETTY MUCH IRRELEVANT AND WILL MOST LIKELY LOWER YOUR IQ SO READ ON IF YOUR DUMBASS ENOUGH wow this is way beyond random Current mood: confused I was talking to my uncle earlier about how i hated some things that happened lately, not gonna mention names cause theyre not needed. But i told him i was sick of having plans me and people had made just blown off like theyre nothing, im sick of so called friends not returning calls/messages, and im sick of living in the past of high school and even now contemplating decisions i made when they make like absolutely no difference anymore. ya know what he actually told me?? he told me in his high and mighty opinion apparently that the reason things get blown off/ no one gets in contact is cause i always affect people in a negative way and i live in the past because i realized how much of a dick i was and because i know theres nuthin i can do to change the past. i actually didnt lose my temper though people, go me!!! i actually just walked to the car calmly and left. i was mad bout it but then i got to thinkin bout it and one i cant be mad for his opinion, and two, really he was somewhat right. I mean i honestly cant think of anytime i made a positive influence or anything like that on any of my friends, i can think of a whole lot of negative, but like for the life of me no real positives, then i gues he was right in my wishing i could change things that occured in the past like for example one i just now thought about, OH AND BTW THIS IS ALL IRRELEVANT SO I DONT NEED COMMENTS WITH OPINIONS OR ADVICE OR NUTHIN ON THIS SUBJECT, this one happened last year, i got so pissed off around prom time last year that i actually cancelled my prom pretty much all together and i started thinking i hadnt till just this moment i swear to god i wonder what woulda happened between the two of us after that if i hadnt got so pissed at her?? idk but i hated to admit it that he kinda had some points, but hey nothin i can do bout it right?? then i think about the people that tell me they liked me if i had just said sumthin and im like what the hel is wrong with me?? This all kinda surprised me because i didnt really think and i still dont think that the past was this important to me. but hey if it wasnt why would i be thinkin bout it so much?? welp idk but hey this was rather random wasnt it?? Current Mood: confused (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, January 24th, 2007
10:34 am	one of the things angel's done for me okay i know this is gonna be rather stupid but just bear with me k? ok you've all known my temper and seen it in the past right? you know how bad i could be with it and how pissed off i could get over the most random shit imaginable. well i can honestly say that i dont have much of a temper anymore, i know ive said that before but it always came back, but i cant remeber the last time that i've like lost my temper, and it's because of angel. okay heres the comparison i told you would be stupid but ui think it works. I've been playing kingdom hearts 2 recently and whenever i go to a level i have to watch the movie at some point after beating the level. well i just now got to watching the Beauty and the Beast movie, and i saw a lot of similarities in that movie to myself. i was like a guy with a terrible temper and then angel came along and really i kinda just changed. i really dont lose my temper anymore, and thats basically what belle did for the beast. cause at the end the beast is holding that hunter guy over the ledge all pissed off and in a rage and he realizes what a temper he has and what it makes him become. as embarrasing as it is i actually shed a tear when i saw that cause i realized how bad i had let myself get and how far i had let my temper go to where it was pretty much always there and controlling things i did. but since ive been with angel i havent really lost my temper at all, havent really even gotten mad. we've done a lot for each other and the feelings we have for each other are just amazing. idk why i just felt the need to share this with everybody. Current Mood: thoughtful (Comment on this)
Saturday, January 20th, 2007
8:59 am	Well me and Angel have been goin out now for a month and 6 days and its been awsome. Things are still great between us, we still like bein together a lot and we haven't had a single fight yet (thank god). Uhh lets see what else......i'm apparently romantic w/o even trying cause i bought her some flowers for no real occasion just cause i wanted to and the card said "just cause it's wednesday" (oh and btw it was a wednesday when she got them, im not that reatarded lol). Can't wait till Feb. 14, it's gonna be so awsome i have such a night planned, but more on that later. Just thought i'd let everyone know everythings goin great (but who really cares right lol) and i hope your all doin good. Welp peace and Hakuna Matata bitches Current Mood: happy (Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 26th, 2006
10:44 am	Uhhhhh Getting drunk off NyQuil is very much in the Christmas Spirit ya know? Im high as a kite and my teeth are green Merry Fuckin Christmas lmao. Wow Christmas was great this year i must say. Lets see Christmas Eve i always go to my dad's parents and hang out there see the cousins, half brother, and all that. Well Angel was supposed to be going to see her grandparents that night too, but her mom told her she was to tired to so Angel got to come with me to my grandparents house. I think that this is the best year that the family has had over there cause everyone was laughing joking all that shit, and just enjoyin themselves, me especially with Angel there. Oh and i was so lucky at work Christmas Eve cause i didnt have to be on a register at all not one minute!! I was doing carts all day lol. It was awsome i didnt have to deal with peoples bullshit. Okay continuing with the story....yesterday my sister came down and me her and dad opened presents and all that. Then me and her left for my grandparents on my moms side at bout tweleve. We went up there and opened presents and ate food and all that. Oh yeah i ate 5 meals yesterday like 2 plates each time i was like how am i standin all this??? lol. Lets see then i left from there and went to Angels. We exchanged gifts she gave me a shirt that said "NOT NOW IM BUSY" i was like man i coulda used that shirt yesterday lol. and she gave me this huge, oversized poster of Captain Jack Sparrow. I forgot to ask where she got it cause this thing is huge it goes from the damn ceiling to the floor. And she gave me this stuffed bear in a santa outfit it was cute. lol. nah i liked everything she gave me and i gave her it was a set of a necklace with a heartshaped blue stone surrounded in like those Zurconia stones or w/e the fuck they're called and matching heartshaped earrings. It was really good for 60 bucks bucks, 51 after discount lol. Then we went to a get together with angels family where i had my 5th and final meal of the day. Plus her family was really cool. After we just went back to the house and hung till like 11:45 and i was like are you tired? She was a little bit i was like aight well im gonna go home get some sleep i been up since 5 i gotta get some sleep. But i stayed there till she fell asleep in my arms. I carried her to her bed covered her up, kissed her and left. All in all it was a very enjoyable Christmas and I'm so lucky to have Angel in my life. Hope y'alls was good too welp peace and Hakuna Matata bitches! Current Mood: happy (Comment on this)
Friday, December 22nd, 2006
11:27 pm	My lovely angel Well in case you havent heard, which you haven't cause i haven't said anything, i've got a new GF and we've been going out for ehhhh......5 days now officially. Her names Angelina, or Angel for short. She works at WalMart same as me, she's 16, bout 5'3''-5'5''. We went out Sunday night and just really haven't looked back. If you go to Katies next party which is like 2 weeks from now you'll meet her. Lets see, she's homeschooled which is awsome cause she's done with it by 11 so i dont have to wait till the afternoon to see her. She's somewhat of a country girl but not to much, which is great cause she likes to be outdoors but also likes to party and just hang out with me which is pretty much what im looking for in a girl. Plus since she's somewhat outdorsy, she's in good shape which is a positive. Life has been really good since we started going out and for the first time in a while I really am happy. She's also really laid back which is good cause we dont have to be serious all the time to enjoy each others company but then we both like to be serious sometimes too. I'm just really happy and the feeling we have for each other after jsut a week is incredible. She is my lovely Angel. Current Mood: ecstatic (2 Comments |Comment on this)